capturing my precious moments in still frames

2008-02-28T02:15:00.002+08:00

i'm sick of blogger people.
i've moved to here.

see you there! create an lj a/c too!!
i'm thinking of making entries 50% private or something.

oh wells. ciaos here. it's been burdened with so many memories, both sad and good.
i'm bringing the sad ones behind..

2008-02-24T23:59:00.001+08:00

i'm tired.
i'm drained.
i'm exposed.
i'm angry.
i'm upset.
i'm crying...

i'm jaded.
that's it. that's how i'm feeling. jaded.

but no one can fully understand, can anyone?

2008-02-21T16:58:00.002+08:00

the only consolation i have is us looking at the same sky.

in 2 days' time, we'll be looking at the same house, same people, same things.. etc. i just can't wait.

thanks for calling just now. you made me feel so much better inside.

till today, i know how indispensable you're in my life.

and i know how i'll have to rely on you for the rest of my life..

and the thought of 'the rest of my life' thrills me.

2008-02-20T15:20:00.001+08:00

MY NEW LOVE SONG... (:

I'M MAKING IT OUR SONG TOO!!

2008-02-19T13:22:00.006+08:00

Another major picture post since i'm really too lazy to talk bout my life.

16/02/08

Fullerton Town Restaurant Date

This date was to celebrate belated Vday since we spent it separated. I made so many calls to various hotels to check out their buffet rates and THIS seemed the most attractive given the gorgeous location.

It was worth the effort really. Nothing beats just sitting together, enjoying good food, chatting bout the past, getting all cozy and sweet. OH! This is a must mention, the bread and butter pudding there was delicious. pure bliss! i had like 3 servings. HAHA. in fact the dessert there were all mouth-watering really.

We were really lucky i must say. i didn't know Chingay was held near Padang this year. so we could actually watch the fireworks and the parade just being in Fullerton itself. too fortunate. after being with zac for so many years, it's the FIRST time we get to catch fireworks tgthr. but it was nice watching it with him, in his arms. i tried catching pics of them, but as you can see from the pictures above, i never succeeded. LOL. all i got was illuminated smoke. damn it. i gave up.

sidetrack, i realised i'm talkin quite a bit after all. whatever..

so anyway, it was a really memorable date. we explored Fullerton Hotel after. the interior is just so breath-taking. i simple loved the concept. i love the lift too. very pretty. brown-goldish..

in conclusion, it was a really enjoyed date, night, etc. he made me feel like a princess. thanks dear. so poor thing! suffering in field camp now. tsktsk.

18/02/08

Work with syidah and afiq.

as usual... fun, but last night was tiring cos' it was too slack for me to keep awake. we were done by 3+am but we only ended up leaving at 5.45am. OH! but we read books to kill time. very interesting books. HOW COME I DN SEE THEM IN THE LIBRARIES?! annoying.

a video to show evidence of us monkeying around with the... I DUNNO WHAT'S IT CALLED.

evidence of how bored and tired we were. syidah-tired. yvette-bored. afiq's forever monkey hands in the background. :D

off to facial after so long. my face is peeling. my nose is blocked with so many thousand blackheads. goodness gracious! I CAN'T WAIT FOR SATURDAY!

2008-02-12T01:38:00.000+08:00

decided tonight's the night unless this fking net starts screwing up again.. (: so here i start..

DAY 1

destinations: grandma's. granduncle's. zac's.

Day 2

destinations: grandma's. cousin's uncle's. amk hub(for zac lee)

Day 3

destinations: grandma's with no pictures. another family dinner with no pictures. zac's for gambling session with LC which was whopping fun! :D

Day 4

destination: auntie emily's.

this is baby ritz. and yes, ritz carlton; ritz. (: and you can see my braces in the background. and i didnt scratch his face. he was sensitive to furry stuff i.e carpet.

today was a wasted day with zac.. poor thing, it's his last day before jail again! went to go Escape theme park after planning for days, to only find out that it was NOT operating upon reaching there. SHIT MAN! damn Escape. went to Aranda Country Club to be told that time for last order(lunch) has passed. oh! played my fav. sweet game to win 50$ worth of sweets and biscuits. i didnt win JACKPOT this time damn it!! but really, whenever zac and i plays this, money is the root of all unhappiness. LOL. but it never fails to thrill us. took a bus to tampines for a movie. caught sweeney todd. apart from the gory scenes, i really liked the storyline. i found it really meaningful. it got me thinking deep. yeah, it actually did. it's not the usual 'AND THEY LIVED HAPPILY EVER AFTER' most imptly, i once again proved myself to be a faithful Johnny Depp fan. went to zac's. packed his bag for tmr's departure. he cooked me cold Japanese soba which was slightly undercooked, but full of effort. (: thanks dahling, i appreciate it alright.

i just wished we could talk things out tonight. i never liked such endings. sigh..... see you tmr nonetheless.

2008-02-12T01:16:00.000+08:00

she is so cute....... (:

picture post soon, once i find my patience again.

2008-02-05T14:47:00.000+08:00

if only you knew, if only you could read my mind...

then you would know how i keep trying hard to hide how i'm genuinely feeling inside cos' i'm tired.

then again, like you said, we can no longer console each other. and i kinda agree, we're both in vulnerable positions ourselves.

i just hope to see you soon again, and i believe somewhat, somehow, things will change for the better, and return back to how it was.

situations may have changed. but not us, this i swear to you.

2008-02-04T01:17:00.000+08:00

classically cute photos of my one and only love, whom i'm currently missing very much. this is on his sister's wedding day btw.

2008-02-03T23:55:00.000+08:00

you know, sometimes it's fucking nicer if you can notify people earlier, and show your fucking responsibility to something someone has fucking out in so much efforts for, i.e. time, smses.

and when you fucking wanna suggest/teach someone to do things a certain way, make sure you support your own fucking suggestion.

and when you wanna fucking lie, come up with a better excuse and not something with so many fucking loopholes to give yourselves away. it.is.very.stupid.really.

to the 4 other girls, i really appreciate your presence. i enjoyed the night honestly. (:
i felt genuine friendships which mean alot to me.
to the few others who had valid reasons, it's a pity you guys couldn't join us. but i honestly missed you all!!! esp. fatin, lou and syidah(whom i'm seeing tmr, hurrays!)

thanks zac for being the one who never fails to make me feel truly better. you're the sweetest boy really.

sidetrack,
i spent a total of 150$ today on everything including food and transport. how gross is that?! and i have to answer to my mum tmr, darn! pls buy my stuffs and fund my bank a/c again!!

and yet another sidetrack,
i finally finally finally met up with Brinda Cheng after gazillion years. poor girl has got naughty eyes today, but still gorgeous and cooler with shades under the rainy skies. LOL. she's now a highflyer who spends without giving two hoots about her expenditure. no longer my.. "you buy, i buy.", but the "i pay first, you take your time to consider" SHIT MAN. haha. okay, but i love that bitch the same....

2008-02-02T13:17:00.000+08:00

back at you.

why why, i'm surprised to discover that you read my blog just by chancing upon your blog once again. very smart to make your statements so subtle yet obvious for me to know who you're talking about. or maybe you really wanted me to know it's me. shrugs. i mean, it's like a reply to my entry, duh?

i'm sorry i can't help but be bitchy, whenever i see you. it's like a natural reaction. we never really talked. yet we went head on head a couple of times, sad case hur. i heard you found me pretty and nice yadayada, but my apologies, i just don't see a need to say a big 'thank-you' to you, because i know how fake you're and more than just that. and i don't just hear these from people, i see them for myself too. i experienced them for myself. and it seems like many people begged to differ about the opinions you have of me. haha. so be it. who else can they be? your close friends ofcourse. (:

i'm not really a fan of playing sides just so you know, but it's just nice to know that friends i thought were nice and genuine still wish prove their worth and meaning in my life. that's all. you want to make me sound childish, but you don't know what certain things i.e. friendships. mean to me, so don't make yourself sound like the superior one. it's pretty annoying really.

and well, i don't see a need to be nice, and put on a fake front EG. smiles, or a simple hello, when i really don't like the sight of you to begin with. this is what i believe to be someone genuine. unpleasantries you said, i dislike them equally but if i have to choose between being fake to protect my own reputation or being genuine and true to my own feelings...

i will definitely choose the latter. (:

and for that matter, i'll agree with you for once, avoidance is the best solution.

2008-01-29T23:58:00.000+08:00

my soldier boy.. as promised...

The war I fear,

Has stolen my dear,

As I sit here I cannot sleep,

My thoughts of you continue to creep,

You are my hero through and through,

You do so many things I would not do,

I used to hold my “Australian” boy,

But now I only have to hold is my toy,

I yearn for your touch and your kiss,

There are too many things to list,

I even miss your stinky feet,

But mostly my early morning greet“Good morning Baby,” you always say,

And I reply with have a nice day,

I truly miss our little spat,

Of how you tell me I’m not fat,

You are genuinely my best friend,

I’ll be with you ‘til the end,

I just wish you would call,

So I could hear your voice at all,

Even if it were just for one second of time,

It just proves that you are mine,

For I will always be,

The girlfriend who sits and waits for thee,

I love my Zachary Lee so true,

Baby I just wanna be with you.

oh my, we both look retarded here! haha. oh wells.

today's officially my beloved cousin's birthday, though we celebrated it last weekend. pretty much the same, nothing special, the group of us. but we always have so much fun catching up and just spending time together.

oh, i hung out with auggy, randall and ben at Paulaner that night. i totally hate the smell of ***ke. go figure. i made zac upset, but luckily it's all over now. and stupid auggy, that traitor. he's like keen on someone i totally feel disgusted at. and i can't believe i looked her in the eye that day. for more than a second. eeww.. but the lovely thing is i have people on my side(at least they claim they are...)

it was also the last day i get to enjoy good food and needn't worry about the food i eat. i can munch and bite freely, unlike... NOW

OH YEAH! YVETTE'S FINALLY GOT BRACES AFTER CLOSE TO 4YEARS BEING ON WAITING LIST.

it was quite a taunting experience, with all the pressure on your gums and teeth and extreme pulling of your lips till your sides hurt as though they are tearing. GOSH. i hereby conclude dentists get to see their patients at their UNGLAMEST all the time!

got my favourite colour blue(turqoise) for my rubber bands. pretty fascinating at first, but now i'm hating it, as in braces... i can't brush my teeth properly, afraid that my gums will bleed or smth.i keep drooling in my slp(just a little!!) HAHA.

poor zac's still in camp and he just suffered a pulled hamstring, so he's gonna be on leave totally, but he's gotta stay on Tekong still. his phones are more or less battery-flat thank you very much. i wonder how we both are gonna survive this way. TSK. i miss him so much, i'm gonna plan smth nice for him when he's back. :D

OH! BTW, I'VE A POPCAM FOR SALE. if anyone's interested, pls contact me at yvetteliyin@hotmail.com.

film not included. used once, still in brand new condition. comes with an instruction sheet. selling for 36$ mailed/meet-up.

2008-01-25T22:15:00.000+08:00

where BOYS become MEN.

haha.... i'm totally sure of that!

notice zac's different expressions in both pictures. so classically funny. (:

well, at least it kept me cheery for the rest of the day.

we were prolly the noisiest people on the bus and on the ferry to Tekong. and oh! i met fahmy joe there! HAHA. first question he asked: eh! my hair nice?

LOL. fortunately for ethelyn, he books out today after 2 weeks. (:

so is jm for LOU. (:

haha.. Zac has been the sweetest thing these 2 days, which didnt reaaaallllyyy... make things any better for me!

being the usual me, which friends would most prolly know and prolly already guessing it by now,

i cried like a freaking dog! i couldn't stop. tears just kept pouring and pouring. HAHA.

Zac never fails to touch me which his tantalising, 'comforting' hugs and with the meticulously DJ mix he created with surprises at the end, crying seems like the only reaction applicable to me.

EMOTIONAL. yadayada.

after which, i went to meet up with Afiq and Syidah after like... eons?! omfg. we were ALWAYS hanging out last time, having so much fun tgthr. i didn't exactly realise how much i missed it until today. it was a nice hangout, and definitely a worthwhile one. thanks to them, i finally found a LITERALLY PART-TIME JOB. i'm just gonna work a few days in tampines with Singpost to do routine books-scanning and books-scanning and books-scanning. :D how interesting! HAHA. but i'm sure with the company, it would be a whale of a time for me. can't wait. hehe.

zac hun just called. he sounded like always. so cheery, funny, adorable. but he claims that his 'hair?' is horrible now. GAH! i sooooo can't wait to see. oh, but he so gotta know that i don't love him for how he looks like. i just the whole package of him. awww... i miss him, and i honestly dunno how i'm gonna survive the next 10 or so days. :S

but i've been pondering over these 2 days. NS is prolly a real must-go-thru for guys. the trainings will somehow or rather allow a boy to mature, to grow independent, to be able to be dependent on and perhaps be a gentleman? ahaha. a pity he won't get to see this anytime soon.

i guess it's really crucial to show your boy/brother/.... alot of moral support and encouragements this period of time. it's definitely not easy but at the end of the day, i know i'll be happier and better with him.

a quote from the SAF which lingered in my head for the 3rd year now since the last time i visited Tekong, it goes SOMETHING like this..

"It's not what you leave behind which matters, but what you gain from it at the end"

and it just seem so true..

and to zac: you didn't leave me behind. i don't feel that way at all. you're living right here in my thoughts and heart. (: and i can never feel more gladness. i'll be waiting right here for you, showering you with all the love, attention and encouragement you'll need from me. this is my promise to you dahling boy. 'My Soldier Boy' i've adapted and dedicated to you.. and i'll post it up here soon enough. (:

xoxo,

yvette

2008-01-20T00:43:00.000+08:00

haha. my newly-found-out twinnie friend.

today had been a really nice catch up with louisa.

we haven met up in the longest time, and frankly speaking.. i was wondering if there was gonna be a gap between us or smth. (haha, i know you're reading this TOO) BUT NO! ABSOLUTELY NOTHING OF THAT SORT.

enjoyed the company so much, though she finds me eccentric(my interpretation: unique (: haha.)

more to such meet-ups really! (:

she is such a spendthrift, and she knows luhh i presume hur? but that just makes me feel better, like financially more disciplined. HAHA. psss. lou: is your blood boiling by now?

BUT I LOVE HER NONETHELESS REALLY. one of the closest gfs i have who shares my taste and likings. similar at least. HURRAY!

last night was the slpover at my place. yuyan and jacq, except for jenny. LOL. that donk. what's with some NTU TALK. typical jenny. (: it's pretty much the usual, except for the poker cards games due to the lack of players. they are the bridge people, which i superlyduperly suck at, damn it! slpt much earlier than usual. hehe.

i'm in a financial crisis. pls help me by buying things from either

1) http://pastelips.livejournal.com

2) http://bewitched_july.livejournal.com

help is very very much appreciated thank you! :D

upon reaching home tonight, i received an unknown call and i thought it was mum. TO MY (*&^$%#!@!%^(* SURPRISE!! it was ZACURRY LEE. omfg. i was so damn bloody exhilarated i swear my dogs felt my heart thumping for joy. i miss him so damn bloody much, it has become some understatement. sounds cliche but true.

another 3 days.... just 3 days...

i'm waiting for your arrival back in Singapore.

2008-01-18T00:59:00.000+08:00

not in chronical order... of events in my life the past week or so.... (:

a picture paints a thousand words. and i hope i've the patience to put up many pictures tonight...

my 20$ hairdo done in the salon which did my sec4 prom hair as well. i absolutely loved both hairdos. but this one more. erm, it's supposed to be a flower on my head. imagine the bunch of curls there to be the flower? this was for nick-and-verena's wedding dinner at grand park plaza hotel(i hope i got it right)

oh btw, the hairdresser was really cute. and nice. she wanted to take a photo of my hairdo for me.

so that's me at the end of the night, back home safely. thanks to augustine. (:

the dinner was lovely. food was lovely. company was lovely. only view wasn't and perhaps the fact that zac wasn't at the same table as me(like duh!?what am i expecting?tsk.) all the girls in the choir looked really pretty and dressed up, even better than the closer kins of the bride and groom. believe it or not. LOL. but i thought verena looked really really gorgeous even in the traditional red cheongsam-like 2 piece dress. and her bridal gown was beyond description. it's so so beautiful!!! the girls can never agree more!

and there's my dashing boy with his siblings, his brother-in-law and prospective BIL. and okay. and US. i had shit make-up and a terrible dress-crisis on the church wedding and reception night. i don't wish to elaborate. but thankfully it's the loverboy who's there to assure me that i looked good and all. MAN, I MISS HIM EVEN MORE NOW!

on another day,

i accompanied him to bring his pet dog, jingle to the vet. together with his dad. nice experience. and it's so cute seeing a bunch of different dogs and cats together under the same roof. jingle is so so adorable. he sits in the boot of the car and you know being curious, he keeps trying to stay up. but he just collapses so heavily on the ground again when the car starts moving. it's amusing when it keeps happening with a 'thump!' and then we went to BEN & JERRY'S at Grand Cathay. there were certain pleasant memories constructed there, but oh wells. they should just be locked up at the back of my mind. i don't need them anymore. (:

on yet another day,

zac and i went out for a movie. SHIT/FUCK/FREAK/JINXED suntec city. we never never failed to engage in some heated argument when we're there! but ofcourse, we managed the situation and patched things up. watched a really weird movie, the darjeeling ltd or smth. and then we headed for the arcade to play MY NEWLY FOUND FAVOURITE GAME. the sweet machine which you can win the jackpot prize too. we came to a conclusion it's a sure win game. the only variable is the amount of money you invested. zac and i invested a total of 70$ on that machine! LOL. but not a bad result. we hit jackpot twice and we each walked away with a huge toy mouse and a whole big bag of sweets. like zac said, this year chinese new year, tidbits are settled. LOL. it's a whole cheap market white plastic bag filled!

and then we headed to Sembawang Country Club(one of my family clubs) for karaoke with my mum and friends. HEHE. we sang solos, duets and what nots. and gawd, i'm so mesmerized by my cute yet annoying boy. he was so shy and non-confident of himself! but i will never forget the song he really sang well... 'tequila sunrise' i'll try putting on a video now...

I BELIVE IT'S TILTED BUT BEAR WITH IT. I TOOK IT THE WRONG SIDE. trust me... it's worth it. :D

that's it for now. exhaustion is kicking in. i sent my poor zac off to japan this morning at 6.30am. poor me! i woke up at 5.20am for the very first time in weeks! had breakfast with his folks, go thru the 'i'll miss you smuackxzxzxhugxzxzx xoxo' things and poof! i left the airport for home.

i'm in love with being your girl. (:

thanks and be back soon... most imptly, keep safe!

2008-01-01T23:29:00.000+08:00

the boy next to me thinks he's from AUSTRALIA. haha.

i cant wait for my hair to grow longer..... fast. i'm so sick of bad hair days, i wanna cry..

and i think all my long-time girlfriends have grown up.
JJY have started to put on make-up, even more than i do. like whoa!
JY decided clubbing is a pretty fun thing, and we should have more of such fun tgthr.
JY also got hooked on tanning which they used to be pretty un-keen at.
Gerry started wearing skirts and looking ever so pretty.
Apple's been into heels.

womanhood is brewing for all of us. haha.

2007-12-27T01:47:00.000+08:00

oh my. i haven been updating for more than a month, because i never quite found something which totally thrills me on writing about.

and i'm making an effort to write tonight, well simply because it's worth the effort and it's lovely to be able to remember this day forever. (25th december because it's the supposed DOP(dateofproposal) but things had to be pushed backwards due to unforeseen circumstances.

i'm officially together with zachary lee xiang. others may think that's really nothing and that it's only right since i've waited more than 3 years for this day, but closer friends would prolly be able to share my feelings more.

it wasn't an easy 3++ years and it sure aint gonna be any easier the next 3++years. he's bout to serve the nation and i'm gonna step into the next academic phase of my life. but i'm willing to hang in there for as long as i can, and just pray hard that everything will go be back on trek when it ever goes off trek, if not smoothly.

zachary lee xiang: i've seen you evolve into an entirely different person today, in comparison to the bastard-jerk-asshole that i wished i've never met and get involved with 3++years back. and i can't find the right words to show you how much i love you and appreciate you today. it never seemed more right to be with you now. i feel so happy now. in fact i'm overwhelmed with various emotions. from happiness to bitterness. but i want you to know that i'm prepared to walk the long and tedious journey ahead of us. i'll stand by you, just like how you've been there when i needed you to be. thank you dear, although i seldom say it in front of you, cos' i still find it a little hard to express such thoughts to you. it's pretty awkward sometimes. but i'll improve. i'll do well as YOUR girl. (: thanks for the sunflower, the roses, the ZARA cardigan, the roasted chestnuts, kimberly and even pastelips...

jubilate choir: you people have been a really wonderful lot, making me feel so touched and moved. you all have made my christmas really special and meaningful. i get to experience a whole new meaning to christmas, bringing joy to others. and it miraculously just makes me feel so good about myself. in addition, you people consistently praise and support me. i just feel as though i'm at the right place doing the right thing. with true sincerity, i thank all of you for making me feel like an important part of the choir though you all should know that i may not be a permanent resident in the choir. a choir requires all the stay together as one, if ever any note goes astray, the whole melody fails. i hereby promise that i'll try my very best to give my very best i can to the choir and not be the note which is off-key or off-rhythm. no matter what happens, i'll keep the friendships i've made close to my heart. i can't emphasize how lovely some of you really are to me... oh no, i feel so emotional now. haha.

ahhh.. 25th december 2007. it's also the first christmas i truly spent with zachary lee, in church. singing. swaying. (: a month away, it's tragic. manhood zac. manhood. on our first official month, you're off to pursue official manhood. tsk.

2007-11-23T00:01:00.000+08:00

i've finally gotten my polaroid films!!

it's just so amazing how it works.

i found a brand 'new' never used polaroid camera in the living room's cupboard several months ago; okay, beginning of this year.

i never thought i would get down to trying it out, until the gush of interest hit me last evening, and here i am having fun with it with zac.

it's so old that the inner lens has fungus grown on them. but just a little. thus causing some degree of blurness in the photos.

still, i'm lovin' it!

btw, thank you zac boy for accompanying me around to look for the films which were so difficult to find, despite your sore feet. i love you so so much! :D

back to polaroids, the films are SO EXPENSIVE!

i can't wait to relish every picture taken in HK; my upcoming trip!

finally found the near perfect matching heels for the wedding evening gown!! it was so much trouble, that i was getting impatient and annoyed.

i've been spending far too much, i need to get a job, pronto!

tmr: it's RTC tanning and steamroom session with Brinda baby.. another far-too-excited-to-slp night!

goodnight, my loves in this world.

2007-11-17T11:24:00.000+08:00

nothing else matter to me more than zachary luke lee xiang.

to you my boy, zachary luke lee xiang: i just wanna be with you every second of everyday!

yeah, till we get sick of each other. LOL.

to my lovely brinda cheng: if you ever come here. you're very much loved. and you know i'll always be here if you need company or comfort. remember to always stay happy and put that pretty smile on your face, simply because you deserve it and no right has the right to tear it off your lovely face.

to my dearly missed jacqueline10: yes, we're meeting up, and meeting up real soon. hang in there. i wish you the very best for your last paper next week and prepare for a huge marvellous time with the girls and i for the days after. aww, i just can't wait. we'll go wild, with no inhibitions, yupp!!?

to all my other friends, 2 words for you: DATE ME! lol.

2007-10-18T23:02:00.000+08:00

nothing beats this...
if only this could be everyday.

i'll be living in glee!

but... he dropped my new phone! and now my baby(THE PHONE!) has disgusting tiny dents on it and a part got chipped off too! thinking about it makes me wanna cry!

2007-09-19T22:19:00.000+08:00

'yeah, my nickname's cutie'

'aww.. come on! i'm shy...'

'shaking her ass'

LOL. that's wonka.. willy's sister. (:

so anyway, much love and appreciation for the boy for being an absolute angel these days when i have such irregular mood swings... :D thanks zachary lee. it kinda reminds me of how afiq deals with syidah's, only syidah's mood swings are even worse... YUCKS. haha. BUT!! i still love her the same..........

so prelims are over, sigh and yes! mixed feelings yes. i dunno, but i doubt i'm gonna do well. feel that i screwed all almost every paper. either suffering from time constraints, or else mal-knowledge. i just hope for at least a sub-pass in everything. i dunno how am i gonna even ace a subject for my A's!!! it's so worrying. ):

this friday, i'm representing the college's Floorball girls to collect the colour awards. blazers... tie... court shoes... gees. feel honoured yet leh-cheh. the worst thing is, we'll have to send our blazers and skirts/pants for dry-cleaning and produce the receipt for them to see. gah! think you'll be able to claim the money spent? NO...! YOU WISH! receipts are just evidences of dry-cleaning them, not for claiming purposes. DAMMIT! ptf.

been seeing the boyfriend for consecutive days now. i'm not sure how i'm gonna survive tomorrow and friday without seeing him. i can't wait for saturday. jogging together early in the morning. HAHA. i sooooooo...... wonder how it's gonna turn out considering i haven been training for eons now! i probably wouldn't survive a mere 2.4km, what more a 6 or 8km we used to do! goodness, the thought of that stinks!

i feel so bored now. i've been trying to maintain the momentum of studying but it hasn'texactly been what i would call productive. but oh wells, it's the effort that counts i guess.. haha.

gonna go find myself something else to do now. will update again soon.

till then! :D

2007-09-06T15:09:00.000+08:00

here's simba

daddy loves simba & mummy loves simba

isn't simba truly cute(ugly but adorable)?

simba is daddy and mummy's common interest. :D oh! but simba stays with mummy. :D:D:D

2007-08-14T22:46:00.000+08:00

yvette's been into:-

ribbons
Disney cartoons(princesses)
balloons
avocado
chicken rice from Far East
meeting up with yuyan
shopping for gifts(not for myself!)
.
.
.
ZAC(duh!)

you see, i can be into anything and everything in the world, except for studying!!
oh gawd, i should be damned for this.

i'm so gonna fail A's!! GAH.

2007-08-11T21:55:00.001+08:00

i learnt something new about zac today.
and i'm glad about it.

he can be as extravagant as me on food.
i mean, Fish & Co., tcc... i never thought my boy like indulging in such luxury too.
the major thing is, all in a day? LOL.
the sudden feeling of upper-class i guess.

studying was not as productive as it should have been. bad day.
both our faults.
sigh.
but made up.
and still happily in love.
thank God for that! =D

there zac, no cats but zac(YOU!).
AND I SHALL OPENLY DECLARE THAT I'M GONNA LEARN TO TRUST MY BOY EVEN MORE... ((:
and he should start learning how to be a sensitive boyfriend who only had one girl in his mind and stop being fickle yeah? THANKS! ptf.

2007-08-09T00:16:00.001+08:00

it's an all-cat entry.
my cats, nah.. just one tonight.

the pictures should have done all the talking.
i'm tired.

good night world.

good night boyfriend.

oh wells, happy birthday Singapore. 42th years old eh.

2007-08-04T23:00:00.000+08:00

okay, i've officially made up my mind.

Partido Royale is a say-bye issue.

that's it! no more room for considerations nor negotiations.

i mean honestly, it's just downright retarded, when almost all your close friends in college are not gonna be there!

a sad pity. but too bad. i doubt the fun i'm gonna be having.

won't even be enjoying the dressing up part, i reckon.

but girls'+boyfriend night out/clubbing.

i'm still in. (:

2007-08-04T15:56:00.000+08:00

was in godbrother's girlfriend's Renault mini-lorry last night.
what an experience! HAHA.

who says yvette can only live in luxury?! i was having so much fun cam-whoring and sleeping at the back. it's fascinating to have a room-like space in your automobile!

went to esplanade auditorium for a cantonese concert.
had no idea what i was going for at first, only had the intention of accompanying my godmother. but in the end, i enjoyed it so much. the ALBERT xxx guy was such an awesome singer!
i was mesmerized by his very professional beautifully tuned voice.
-still, i love the boy's voice more. =D

oh yeah, before going for the concert, i met up with the boy and his friends, Randall and another nothing-good-to-mention-about bastard who pissed the shit outta the boy, ruining his day.. equivalent to ALMOST ruining mine as well. ASSHOLE.
then i went with them to meet qazim(his birthday the day before, so i got his a little smth he was so appreciative) and classmates at cineleisure's kbox. HAHA.
speaking of which, i saw zac's classmates namely, weiying and prissy. they are way cute, dancing and acting to the song Hollaback Girl.

and that kinda reminded me of the after-prom karaoke trip with the girls one and a half years back. we were jumping and singing and screaming at the tops of our lungs on the sofas..
HINT: I MISS YOU GIRLS! I MISS THOSE TIMES!

i was nearly 'late' for the concert. was supposed to reach by 7.15pm. but i reached at close to 7.35pm thanks to every damn thing that happened. but okay, at least the boy and Randall were nice enough to 'run' with me along the streets of town! and Randall for almost the whole of Citylink and Esplanade. totally unglam! and mind you, i was in HEELS! now, my toes hurt alot and i've a slight cut on my fourth toe of the right foot thanks to my toenail on the little toe. =D

to end off, quite an eventful day. it could have been better if not for... AARON. i cant help but say his name out! ptfff.

i totally know how comfortable that is BELLE! lol.
btw, fyi BELLE is the mother of the fellow(WILLY) below her. HAHA. cuties who make my night less lonely(..sometimes (;..)

bye world. i love my boyfriend.

2007-07-29T16:18:00.000+08:00

boy just scared me with him smoking;

twas just a joke. a very bad joke.

zachary+ciggeratees(as he calls 'em) just don't go,

okay, to be more precise.

ciggeratees and yvette have a very certain hate-hate relationship.

that's probably why my dad and i don't go.

and he annoys me to the core when he smokes infront of me.

well, at least he has the decency to go away when i ask him to.

and be an absolutely good and abiding 'child' when i scold him.

HA! WHO'S IN CHARGE!?

well that's me! =D

2007-07-25T22:38:00.000+08:00

24/07/07

an absolutely special and meaningful day for me.

the princesses' birthday! haha. Pearlyn and I. with my very enchanting 'princesses in a castle' helium balloon in the background.

my very lazy cousin actually went to MJ personally at 7.06am, even before i reach. to pass me my present! how sweet is that.. (: i so wanted balloons for my birthday and fancy receiving one right at the beginning of a blessed day. I LOVE MY COUSINS.

picture on the left: me with the CHAMPION TROPHY, fatin , louisa and farah.

picture on the right: a group shot with all the big shot people!

we were made to change into a Ms-Lai-sponsored dri-fit top which says

'National A' Divisions FLOORBALL CHAMPIONS 2007'

twas pretty embarrassing yet we can't help but be filled with pride, for we had done so well. and did our college proud.

my team was absolutely sweet in giving me the opportunity to represent the team in receiving the trophy from the Guest-Of-Honour, MS ESTHER LAI.

right when i was having so much fun and basking in so much limelight, something(someone) at the far end of the sports hall caught my eye.

YES, ZACHARY LEE XIANG! in a suave black pullover(though it was pretty warm)

ran like the wind towards him and shared a CHAMPION hug. (: and waaala! a BLUE DOLPHIN HELIUM BALLOON ON THE FLOOR BESIDE HIM!!!

he waited for me for eons just to get changed and leave for dinner.

sumptuous and fun one at Seoul Garden for 2 solid hours! at the expense of our very first neoprint session. sigh, gone.

there it is!

picture on left: princesses in the castle and my sweet blue dolphin

picture on the right: me kissing my sweet blue dolphin from my sweet cool boy

on the whole, it was such a wonderfully amazing day for me, which i'll never ever forget.

thanks to all who have beautified my day in one way or another!! (:

i love looking at you looking down at me with eyes filled with such love and desire.

i love being entangled in you.

you know boy,

my eyes are beautiful for they are looking at you.

in the dark, our eyes sparkle together.

2007-07-20T21:27:00.000+08:00

the handshake was heart warming... yet, heart-wrenching...

sigh.

congratulations to the guys' and girls' team for our victorIES today.

(: both not easy.

but we still conquered these challenges.

GREAT JOB!

we're just ONE STEP away from the giant trophIES.

press on people!!! =D

i can't wait!

2007-07-18T22:52:00.000+08:00

finally, my virgin goal in the entire tournament.

i only have my lucky stars to thank.

and ofcourse, my boy..

for his undying support and encouragments.

OKAY! AND THE REST OF MY VERY EXTREMELY SUPPORTIVE TEAM-MATES

+ SYIDAH

+ FATIN

+ MICHELLE

+ LOUISA

+ HAYATI

+ SYAHIDA

but some people just doesn't care. bcos' perhaps to him/her

i no longer matter and it's just wrong to show some encouragements

or to give tips to me.

towards others, he's like ever glad to help them out.

so, i gave myself away. yes, a he.

not a tough guess.

JERK.

2007-07-08T12:26:00.000+08:00

i LOVE my boy for he's such a fantabulous singer.

kudos to you dahling..

didn't regret taking so much time and effort to go down to support him at church ytd,

together with my beloved YUYAN(see, i nvr forget about you alright?! <3)

i didn't regret doing silly, unglam actions to your songs.

HAHA.

didn't regret joining the choir session ytd.

i miss singing in a choir!

i can't help but keep repeating this.

DAWN(zac's sister) IS GORGEOUS!!! (:

it feel so good to see her standing in front of me, conducting the choir.

gees. so gayish, i know.

to zac's soon. =D yayness!

2007-07-05T22:47:00.000+08:00

sometimes the snow comes down in june

sometimes the sun goes 'round the moon

i see the passion in your eyes

sometimes it's all a big surprise

'cause there was a time when all i did was wish

you'd tell me this was love

it's not the way i hoped or how i planned

but some how it's enough

and now we're standing face to face

isn't this world a crazy place

just when I thought our chance had passed

you go and save the best for last

thank you boy, you've made my life complete. how devastating life would be now if i don't have you here to make everything bad alright again.

you've truly very much loved. <3

and oh, a phrase i learnt from mr. chris chen to describe our examination behavior.

looking.. upwards for inspiration; downwards in desperation.

that's just so true. (:

and right, rasyidah bte md idrus zamzam is stil being an absolute bugger. grrr. what's new.

but on the bright side, my classroom's air-conditioned now. pillows and blankets, time for action! =D

2007-07-04T22:30:00.000+08:00

i've got bad bad bad team mates who are uncaring and perverse.
they pinch your butt. they whack your chest and butt.

but when you ask them for a hug and an 'everything's gonna be alright.'.
they give incredulous faces and the worst one was to ask me to 'fuck-off, i don't wanna give you any hug'
she is none other than rasyidah bte md idrus zamzam. (:

BUT it's okay!! i managed to get my hug and comfort from the one who can truly give me the most heart-warming one. (:
I LOVE YOU ZAC.

hmmpf, you stink rasyidah bte md idrus zamzam!! c(:

training today was incredibly tiring, cos' we haven been doing regular running to maintain our stamina. twas pure torture to run rounds right before traning and absolutely unwise since it's our first training after such a long break. ):

BUT, we survived! ((:

the worst part of today was playing against MERIDIAN PRIMARY 4-5 BOYS who are on-par if not better than us!! they were undoubtedly aggressive and determined, not afraid to bang us girls, and have their sticks in-between our legs. GOODNESS, POOR SYIDAH. in the end, i was pretty pissed off that i started to play very aggressively too. making a boy fall, having MY stick in-between THEIR legs. *grins*

this is what i called a tit for a tat. HAH.

okay, so i got a foul for that. but screw it, that wasn't a huge foul.
it's better than letting your opponent scored against you right infront of you!

tuition was absolutely tiring too, since it was straight after training.
i was such a zombie that zac thought something really bad happened.
i thought he was truly concerned,
BUT GAH, i should have guessed that he had ANOTHER concern.
ptfff.

phew, so glad that mum and i have RECONCILED. yes, RECONCILED.
she even wanna sign me up for some 600++$ massage package.
YAYNESS!!
facial+massage+money to do my shopping.
WHAT ELSE CAN I ASK FOR?!

talking bout shopping, i just bought my grey skinnies from bugis street just now!! =D
like FINALLY...
i bought it within 10 mins, without much consideration after trying out sizes. and this was done before my mum came to pick me up after tuition.
sigh, oh wells. YVETTE'S AN ADDICTED SHOPPER. WHO DOESN'T KNOW THAT!?

school's officially starts tmr. and i'm so not looking forward to it. yucks.
gotta prepare my tutorials now.
will update again soon.

till then.

oh my, i so love my boy. <3

2007-07-03T23:28:00.000+08:00

TRANSFORMERS was marvellous, fantastic and incredibly captivating!!
HIGHLY RECOMMENDED by me considering i never really liked action-packed movies.

but this was just great man!

the female lead was just hot hott hottt!!! (:

COMPANY was ofcourse lovely too. (:

only, i had to keep MY PRECIOUS ONE warm throughout the whole show, as he was shivering!

haha. so adorable.

he even wanted to reject my kind offer of using my clean towel to keeps his hands warm, but gave in eventually.

guess he needs it badly after all.. LOL.

our attempts at perfect shots. GOODNESS. there can never be one with a monkey like him! SO ANNOYING......... ptffff.

dinner with apple at chompchomp. if only gerry was there to make the complete picture!!

afterwhich, chilling at coffeebean, having sinful chocolate cakes and flavoured drinks.

long amazing chats to catch up is just so worth my time. it's a truly nive feeling to hear bout your good friend, listen to their progresses, their lives, not forgetting their gossips. (:

so anyway, today's the last day of the mid-yrs. mixed emotions, relieved and yet freaked out by how so badly i'm going to do for all my papers. grrrrrr...

it's a choking experience, i swear...

2007-06-28T19:16:00.000+08:00

a 'surprise' visit to my place.
for just a chat at the bus-stop.
told me he skipped his CLB listening compre paper to see me.
told me about planned flowers.
and all were planned the day before.
-long story-
truly touched my heart.
decided to get a drink.
got a drink.
went to the church to explore.
hand in hand.
walked around almost the entire estate.
discussing about houses.
picturing how our dream houses look like.
hands on waists.
went into a pet shop.
talked about our pets.
went to a bakery.
ate some nonya pastries.
walked into another estate.
towards my home.
teased many dogs from different households.
heard barks from house to house, laughed at them.
crossed the bridge.
my house in sight.
time to say goodbye.
but not what i had in mind.
invited him to view my garden.
introduced him to my dogs.
maid saw him.
told my sister.
sister saw him.
dogs circled him.
i protected him.
walked him to my gate.
and bid the final goodbye.
with a goodnight kiss.

thanks for such a lovely evening.
thanks for making me feel so special.
thanks for being a changed man whom i love so much.

gumflies.... not

2007-06-27T15:57:00.000+08:00

the world is enough for just the 2 of us.

find your own world.

HAHA. i'm being selfish.

i'm sorry, i love you.

anyway, yvette is so darn failing every darn paper.

just you wait and see..

lovely! :D

2007-06-17T11:22:00.000+08:00

we looked better together.

so?

we look good together.

that's what that matters now.

2007-06-13T19:14:00.000+08:00

everything seems perfect now.
but how long will things stay this way?

i see a huge tide riding towards us.
fast.
and i'm stuck.
i can't seem to move.
but instead sink into this quicksand-like thing.
fast.

i thought i was powerful/strong enough to withstand every obstable coming my way.
i thought i was such a blessed girl.
but don't get me wrong, i'm not blaming anyone.
maybe just myself.
i'm too weak.

nothing seems to be going my way.
i suck at this.
i suck at that.
i'm doubting myself.
doubting myself so much that i've lost my willpower to move on.
i realised i've drifted further and further apart from the yvette i once knew.
i don't know myself anymore.

2007-06-02T14:51:00.000+08:00

i miss you so much boy.

days' been so happy.

i know we'll go a long long way.

pull me into a tight embrace,

cos' it is where i can seek comfort and love.

that is where i want to be.

studying is becoming such a chore.

i have totally lost my drive to pull thru this tough period.

i feel like getting up.

for once, i'm starting to have suicidal thoughts.

but i know i wouldn't actually get down to committing suicide.

just like what yuyan said, ear-piercing was already such a torturing process for me.

much less committing suicide.

but i promised to stay by your side always.

you've been there for me and i'm truly happy.

things had never been sweeter.

i love you boy.

it's the second day today. but i'll manage.

keep those messages coming in.....

2007-05-07T23:05:00.000+08:00

i feel myself falling for you all over again.

just like before.

thanks for making my past week a happy one.

apart from a couple of disappointments here and there.

haha! nothing is perfect after all.

match against your bros on wednesday.

a true pity and waste i can't be there.

but i know you'll still play your best!

like how you gave me your support for today's match.

i let myself down abit.

and perhaps you too, for not making it a three-goal?

LOL.

still, MJ vs ITE BUKIT BATOH

we won with a whooping 14-5.

LOUISA TOP SCORER!!!

p.s.: good job girl! see what i mean?? *love*

2007-05-05T14:23:00.000+08:00

wimbledon

how i want things to be.

with all goals acheived and dreams fulfilled.

2007-04-28T20:55:00.000+08:00

short shopping trip, pepper lunch and facial with BRINDA LOVE..

enjoyed the day so much.

some things, i just needa learn hw to accept.

that's life i guess.

2007-04-27T12:50:00.000+08:00

just when i feel contented with my life.
things start to go wrong again.

have i been a good leader, will someone tell me?
have i been competent enough to deserve all of your respect, will someone tell me?
i've made a promise to myself and i'm gonna do it.
it's just time to get certain things settled once and for all, before the entire team crumbles and 'disteam'..
what a scary thought.

thanks boy, for being there for me, advising me.
i'm so glad i have your support in everything i do now.
i've found my smiles again because of you.
so keep me smiling. (:
p.s: tuition was darn productive last evening. whoa. in such a long time, i finally see a glimpse of hope for my mathematics. YAYNESS!

2007-04-24T21:03:00.000+08:00

you're the same old BRAND NEW you..

thanks for being part of my life again.

you allowed me to find my once lost inner smiles.

and i'm truly thankful for all these efforts i see you putting in.

i just hope this time things wouldn't go wrong like how it did the last time.

2007-04-21T12:40:00.000+08:00

i wanna watch planes fly..

take off safely

and fly high and free.

i have once again found comfort in someone's arms.

you know you're always someone special.

thanks for staying by me.

though sometimes you really piss the shit outta me.

haha.

thanks and NEVER see you again! c(:

2007-04-06T01:18:00.000+08:00

my dearly missed godbrother.

i love you a hell load.

it's a real pity i can't tell you this anymore.

but you know i do. i really do.

you'll always live in my heart. our hearts, no matter what.

you were a great man. great son. great brother.

may you live in eternal happiness with God.

leave in peace, for i promise to show even more love, care and concern for gor, mama and papa.

thanks for all you've done for me.

i'll miss you patting my head.

i'll miss you teasing me.

i'll miss you giving me bear hugs.

i'll miss you.

all of us will.

May God Be With You.

Amen.

2007-04-03T22:21:00.000+08:00

staying by me thru' thick and thin.

being there for me without any obligations.

having no qualms about sacrificing for me.

no matter how tired she is.

that's my beloved god mother.

i heart her loads and i cant imagine life without her around.

the thought of that is enough to bring tears to my eyes.

like right now.

2007-04-01T23:44:00.000+08:00

the babe is back!! ((:

LOVE YOU DAHLINGGGGG...

i gained a new perspective to friendship today.

friendship's one of the most, if not the most important aspect of life.

even BGRs cannot replace friendships.

i treasure my new way of life.

and i hope i'll be able to continue staying as happy as i can.

cos' i'm deserve every right to make myself feel happy.

a lil' retail therapy and a lil' self-pamper of manicure and pedicure (WITH THE LOVES ABOVE)

do the trick for me..

2007-04-01T11:47:00.000+08:00

it's snail's world.

aren't they adorable? they were so tiny..

on the way home, we saved close at least 5 snails on the dangerous path, before we came across this cute group. ((:

sleepover in PROGRESS!

love to jacq,yuyan,jenn.

2007-03-25T21:33:00.000+08:00

i've been hanging out with michelle-mylove these 2 days and i had a whole lot of fun catching up and cam-whoring. yes! cam-whoring... these 2 words haven't in my world for a long long time. you've just gotta have the right company! and she is helluva good company for such! (:

I LOVE YOU MICH! ((:
michelle is one year older than me, my floorball senior. but oh boy, trust me. she's on the same maturity level if not more immature than i am. like what zac wld say, more bullshit than bull's shit. p.s: i personally quite like tt phrase. haha!

some pictures to show what silly things we do, especially in the fitting rooms!

my personal favourite of her:

she right-smacked herself onto the the wall, gah-ha! ((:

and here's our many imitations of graphics on the walls..

next up; the typical half-sided mirror shots:

and not forgetting.. UNFLATTERING shots. hehe!

another personal favourite! haha. she resembles some chimpanzee.. GAWD! BUT I STILL LOVE HER TO BITS AND PIECES!!!

i just hate it when my eyes are puny. and when my nose is flat. and when my teeth is not nicely set. OKAY, I KNOW! I SHOULD JUST HATE MY FACE! ): gawdddd, reality is harsh!

and now, the mentioned fitting-room shots. it's our shopping day today, so naturally, everything's based in the fitting rooms. HAHA!

i look cynical here while michelle looks hopeful. see that contrast? haha. says something bout our personalities actually. (:

random pictures.

i saw this really lovely brown faux leather bag from I.S.O today! i literally fell in love with it and immediately got my godbrother to be my sponsor for that and he agreed! MY! i love him.. haha. i love how i'm doted on by my entire god family. (((: i know i shouldnt take them for granted and i promise to be really good and grateful to them in the future. all of them.

right! i saw stefanie fong today on the way to zac's. i couldn't recognise her on one brief look and that's very saddening. she was my best friend back in primary1-3!!! but anyway, it was great seeing her, such a sweet and lovely girl. what's new? i always have such tantalising friends. GAH!

so i guess, life still goes on. i'm pretty much living alright. my girlfriends are who i need. okay, some guy friends too. (:

shoutout to jac;yuyan;jenny: RIGHT! SLPOVER AT YVETTE'S ON THIS COMING SATURDAY? DO I HAVE THE DATE!?
shoutout to lassielove: YOU'RE FINALLY COMING BACK FROM MELBOURNE NEXT WEEK!! YOU HAVE A SHOPPING DATE WITH ME AND SOME OF THE OTHER GIRLS! MISS YOU BABE! I CAN'T WAIT! (:

ahh.. what a long entry. i'm pleased at my patience come-back. ((:

2007-03-25T12:09:00.000+08:00

cool,

this' some motivation for me to make trainings for my team a better one.

i promise to continue trying hard. (:

just you watch, MY LOVELY GIRLS.

2007-03-23T22:27:00.000+08:00

i've found amazing friends in you all.

never actually thought i could open up to all of you so much.

thanks for staying by me.

advising and comforting me.

LOVE.

2007-03-17T23:57:00.000+08:00

whatever written in the last entry is rubbish..
i wasn't sober.
hell no, i wasn't!

i just wanna hide.

2007-03-16T11:19:00.000+08:00

i just so hope that things didn't get this complicated.

you're right.

we both have faults in this.

yesterday was a happy sad day for us.

confusion.

let's not be victims of love, not again.

your determination
my efforts
we'll make it through.

i promise.

LOVE.

2007-03-11T14:54:00.000+08:00

sadness engulfed me once again.

yuyan, you're right..
that creature still has such a great impact on my life.
i still can't get over things, i thought i already had.
i overestimated myself.
i shouldn't have.
i hate myself for being so emotional.
why can't i be like that creature, who can accept things as it is, so well..
too well, for my liking.

why have tears start rolling again, when i least expected them to.
where have my smiles disappeared to?

zac, you're right.
i've turned so sensitive.
i've lost my sense of humour.
i'm no longer the YVETTE you knew.
neither am i the YVETTE i once knew.
i'm still so lost.

and no, i'm not wallowing in self-pity.
i'm trying to move on.
i really am.
i'm trying so darn blardy hard.
but it's so tough.
that creature still have this major influence over me i DETEST. YES DETEST.
it used to say, 'yvette, what have you done to me? get outta my mind.'

this time, it's my turn.
i wanna say, 'what have YOU done to me, it's really time for you to get outta my mind.'

p.s: syidah.. you're slping! and yuyan.. you've got your mobile switched off.. ): who will save me today.

2007-02-09T22:25:00.000+08:00

BN Navy Blue Halter Babydoll: 13”-15”ptp(smocked back) 21”down Floral pattern with gold lace at the bottom. Tie-back ribbon. Gorgeous top!! Never worn before. In excellent condition! 22$ shipped.

**really wanna get this off. so price is pretty much negotiable..**

email me at yvetteliyin@hotmail.com if you're interested. thanks a gazillion!

2007-02-09T20:30:00.000+08:00

abel says hi to the world.. with his pretty braces! haha.

i honestly think guys in braces are cute.

(: so abel, you're cute..

today was the release of o' level results.

i made a trip back to anderson to give gerry, apple and abel my support.

my lovelies: YOU ALL DID GREAT! i'm so proud of you all.. dn give up because of minor hiccups! there's still more vital examinations in years to come.

ofcourse, we took photos,
but i jus looked. ugh. didn't like anyone of them.. so jus one..

of the girls. (:

still looking as sweet and pretty as ever..

so anyway.. this batch did EVEN better than us. of an average msg of 10.1. we were a 10.6.

(i think)

and i heard that anderson secondary is now a top band 1 school.

what a glorious achievement!

honestly, when i was around surveying my juniors' results, they were either an 8, 9, or 10.

i was thrashed.. by almost ALL of them!!

though it's pretty depressing, still, it's only right for me to be happy for them.

and who else can i blame but myself that i didn't perform up to standard ONE year ago..

*shrugs*

it's jus a little too late.

haha.

vday's approaching.. so soon.. too soon..

myhea/rt

2007-02-04T23:41:00.001+08:00

yuyan came over to my place again this aftrnn, supposedly to study. but as usual, we were really distracted by these and that.. couldn't really concentrate on our individual work. horrible. every sunday she comes over is a wasted day, but then again, ofcourse it was good company. i need such company whom i can confide in freely, talk to about anything under the sun, and most importantly, can comfort me and talk me out of doing degrading things. ((: thanks beautiful.

still, another unaccomplished weekend. haha..

i'm really stuck onto Nelly Furtado's All Good Things and Say It Right. Highly recommend them.

Random shoutout to Louisa THS: you suck! why do i have to stay home and face the piles of work while you get to do retail therapy!! life's so unfair! ):

RANDOM thought: VDAY's coming.. i feel so unlucky.

I can't say that I'm not lost and at fault

I can't say that I don't love the light and the dark

I can't say that I don't know that I am alive

And all of what I feel I could show

You tonight

You tonight

2007-01-27T17:03:00.000+08:00

so i look like them..
haha. i'm actually pretty satisfied with the results.
it's such an ego booster!

I LOOK AS HOT AS PRETTY LIU!?
I LOOK AS SWEET AS JOLIN TSAI!?
I LOOK AS PRETTY AS SON YEJIN?!
p.s: think she's the prettiest korean star i've ever seen so far.

haha.. i wish! this' just for fun.. i just wanna be myself. ((:

life's been getting slightly better. but school's draining me inside out.
i'm not coping well at all. but i'm trying my best to stay alive, no matter how hard i'm struggling. i've got someone to prove my capabilities to and so i'm not about to let myself down by giving up, am i? stay strong yvette! ((: that's what i've been hearing alot these days. i will. and i can. thanks to all. ((:

right. just a little tribute to lassie who has left us for beautiful Perth to pursue her studies. all the best to her..

my/our love goes out to you sweetie. take great care. i know it must be tough over there. ((:

you're missed.

2007-01-20T13:25:00.000+08:00

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house.

That don't bother me.

I can take a few tears now and then,

An' just let 'em out.

I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while,

Even though going on with you gone still upsets me.

There are days every now and again,

I pretend I'm ok,

But that's not what gets me.

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go.

But I'm doin' it.

It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone,

Still harder.

Gettin' up, gettin' dressed, livin' with this regret,

But I know if I could do it over,

I would trade, give away,

All the words that I saved in my heart that I left unspoken.

What hurts the most was being so close,
An' having so much to say,
An' watching you walk away.
An' never knowin' what could have been.
An' not seein' that love in you,
Is what I was tryin' to do.

i can relate to this set of lyrics.

it describes my every feeling.

i want to find the way back to happiness.

and only you can help me.

2007-01-17T22:28:00.000+08:00

truly wanna thank all the lovely friends of mine who have been constantly comforting me, giving me hugs, crying with me even.
you all are THE BEST! i swear..
it's really because i have you all around that makes me feel so much better in school.

especially mampat syidah, who has been there hearing me out, my every concern, my every sadness, my every feeling.. without complains. what would i do without you? i might not say this often, but i love you so much sweetum.
oh, and ofcourse louisa, telling how beautiful my life can still be, and being an absolutely marvellous GIRLfriend to teach me how to stand up for myself..
and btw, she's right.. it's really rare to find someone(girl) in school who is really more or less on the same frequency as me.. girl-schoolish as she puts it. wanna let you know that i'll always be here for you too when YOU need ME. love love.

i wanna perform during trainings. i'm sure i'm much more capable than this! i'm losing focus. i'm tired.

save me.
save my he/art.

2007-01-15T22:54:00.000+08:00

my heart belongs to just this one person on this earth.

been engaging in quite a fair bit of online retail therapy. but it's still not serving me a good purpose!

*snorts*

looking forward to Friday when i'll finally see Lincoln after so longgg. ((: good friend of mine.

Lincoln! board the plane and getcha ass here right now!

THERE'S NO EASY WAY TO SAY GOODBYE, SO BABY JUST SAY GOODNIGHT.

GOODNIGHT ALL.

2007-01-13T23:45:00.000+08:00

i'm sure we didn't begin with the end in mind.

2007-01-11T22:25:00.000+08:00

days are lonely and empty.
i feel like i'm alone in some kinda dark maze, desperately tryin to find the way out.

but i cant.

whenever i turn around,
you're no longer there.

if only you can understand how miserable i feel each day.

2007-01-06T21:49:00.000+08:00

don't wanna be anywhere else but here...

right beside you...

2007-01-02T21:23:00.000+08:00

i love you KENNETH TOH CHONG LIM for being an absolutely amazing friend to me all these years. ((: you're very much appreciated.

betcha very happy nw that one entire entry's dedicated to you.
tk care friend.
see you soon.

yvette hearts lionel.

2006-12-31T16:01:00.000+08:00

i love you LIONEL BOEY JUN WEI!!!

absolutely want nothing to break this love apart.

i miss IKEA'S swedish meatballs.

i heart IKEA'S swedish meatballs.

i just got news from my brother that my god brother and his girlfriend just broke up. what astounding news! they already bought an apartment unit together! but as a matter of fact, no one in the family really like this girl. ALL of us preferred and loved my god brother's ex-girlfriend. she's so much better. and lovelier. i wonder if a miracle will happen, for them to get together again.. they were together for a whooping 10+ years! marriage was just in sight before the tragedy. i love both my god brother and his ex-girlfriend. my god-brother must be downright heart-broken now. sigh.

may God bless him.

peace.

2006-12-27T23:15:00.000+08:00

i want friday to come fast. i need it to.
i need you..

love.

2006-12-25T22:55:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL..
MAY YOU ALL BE BLESSED WITH LOVE, JOY AND HAPPINESS..

personally, this christmas is one of the least exciting ones for me, if not the least. spirits are low. perhaps due to the freak rainy weather which dampens spirits. ):

i'm just gonna update a little on the recent happenings..
so i had an AMAZING, FABULOUS, LOVELY sleepover organised at my place for my girlies on saturday. ((: we looked unglam and all due to our fatigue and our attire.. we totally forgotten to shop for our nighties! what a pity.. but who cares? all we need was each other's company.
presenting ULTIMATE unglamness...

by the way.. yuyan dahling had her fair share of unglamness too, only i didn't get to catch them on camera. but she's 'unglam'ly spastic 24/7.. so i don't really bother. ((:
so. we had wine. ((: lovely raspberry-flavoured wine for the night.

and we did our nails.. we ransacked my mum's collection.. ((:

and we took photos with my christmas tree.. yes, including me!

so yeah. we chatted. gossiped. laughed. drank. played cards till 6am! what a record! i never expected it. thought we could last till 3am at most. ((: i guess time just flies when you're having fun...

jacq+yvette+jenny+yuyan=LOVE

and ofcos..

cousins=LOVE too

at cedele wheelock. ((: nice lovely cakes there.

alright.. i'm tired. real tired. just wanna sleep and perhaps hear something from my boy. i need sweet dreams tonight. love to all. especially you**

2006-12-19T13:23:00.000+08:00

alright. i know how superduperzuper retarded this may seem...
but i bought a denim skirt at bugis street yesterday on IMPULSE...
it was on sale, so i wasn't allowed to try it on. the salesgirl was so friggin' persuasive that i relented and bought the denim skirt. it's nice really.. love the combination of yellow and pink threads. i'm gonna let it go at 15S$. price negotiable. it's BRAND NEW WITH TAG!!! measurements are 14.6" across and 12.2" down..

c'mon!!! tell me you want it.. i desperately wanna get this piece off me!
interested parties, please hit me with mails at yvetteliyin@hotmail.com
thanks a gazillion! (:

2006-12-09T11:11:00.000+08:00

AGGREKO had a christmas party on-board a (modernized)chinese junk, cheng ho

last evening..

my GodFather is an employee there..

so it was kinda like a party to allow employees and their family to have so fun after a year of hardwork and support they'd given to the company.

but the irony was, some employees weren't able to make it to the party because they still had to work late into the evening, losing their opportunity to join in the fun.

and my poor GodFather was one of them.

because of this, i did not enjoy the party. i was quiet the entire evening, without a true wide smile.

it wouldn't have been this way if my GodFather was there. i would have been so happy accompanying both my beloved folks the entire evening.. dancing and laughing. i love to see my cute GodFather smiling, that fatherly smile jus makes my heart melt with joyy.

gosh, how i miss him..

he's the model for a true gentleman!

i love you loads papa..

and ofcourse i love my GodMother who brought me up painstakingly, without complains..

here's a picture of my cousin and i on the board. after dining. she's 4 years younger than me, but she's taller!! Life is UNFAIR..

the junk looks nice btw. felt like a misfit in that ancient chinese ambience.((:

dragon symbolizes.. MIGHT AND POWER? ROYALTY?

alright.. nw i really dunno what else to blog about.. LOU. just be happy with this...

oh! maybe.. i've been trying hard to be an efficient online shopper. but i'm always that wee bit so slow that i lose out on the bidding of stocks.. oh wells, that can't really be helped, can it? and perhaps it's a blessing in disguise, i don't have to spend money..

*grins*

school's starting and i've yet to even start on the holiday assignments! hell great! pishposhpoo you yvette! you're so screwed! c(:

**and lastly, i'm basking in this love, with my boeyy.

peace out everyone!! ((:

2006-11-19T12:32:00.000+08:00

hey people!!! check THIS out..

GOTHAM PENTHOUSE

a party opened up for all JC students. but anyone interested out there can come too.. (:

Theme: JC Prom

Date: 19 Dec (Tuesday)

Time: 7.30pm til late

Ticket Price: 45 bucks (tentatively)

there'll be..

modelling show

lucky draw

live band

and... FOOD AND DRINKS!

p.s.: this event is for a charitable cause at the same time.. so please do consider!!

for further details, do feel free to come to me. leave a tag, or email me at yvetteliyin@hotmail.com

2006-11-14T23:57:00.000+08:00

caramelling is my new addiction.

2006-11-10T23:27:00.000+08:00

STEP UP yesterday was great! marvellous! awesome!
the company was the worst i can ever imagine..
so THANK GOD for a good show to keep me sane.

thanks sweet, for doing the sweetest things i never imagine u'd do. (:
for you're THE BEST!! haha.

xoxo.
yvette!

2006-10-29T22:28:00.000+08:00

2-become-1

and i'm loving it...

♥

2006-10-28T21:28:00.000+08:00

never knew i could feel like this.
like i've never seen the sky before.
want to vanish inside your kiss.
everyday i love you more than this.

i so can relate to this set of lyrics nw, MY LOVED ONE.
it's everything i wanna say to you. if not prove to you.
never want this to end.
just wanna scream..
I LOVE YOU BEN AND JERRY'S!!!
it's because of you that i've come thus far, basking in such TENDER LOVE and HAPPINESS.

xoxo.

2006-10-26T19:23:00.000+08:00

i'm sorry my prayers were unheard.
but then again, who cares.
all i need is you and me together.
and i'll be fine.
((=

shoutouts to both louisa and lionel: both of you are so dear to me. getting to know bout both your bad news really hit me so bad today. i'm gonna miss both of you in everyway. but nothing's gonna change right? we'll still be as close as ever!!! especially louie. i'll always be here for you no matter what! cheer up! and lots of love.

so anyway. here's a video of afiq and lionel acting monkey on the train. haha! these 2 guys jus make my days. what would life be without them beside me cheering me up all the time.. it's a bit blur and pretty short for an entertainment. but so!? haha.. so yeah. in a way. it's a tribute to them..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8IS0YLV0GBA

and i'd love to post another video of them in the library doing some butt dance. but you tube doesnt co-operate. so.. another day then!

all in all. i jus wish for better days ahead. happier ones. ((=
GUMDROPS.

2006-10-26T03:07:00.000+08:00

i cross my fingers and hope for the best.
loads of love. this time.

2006-10-24T12:53:00.000+08:00

you're so unbelievable.
you're Mr. Incredibles.

because of you, i've been to the other end of the spectrum of love.
i've got to experience the true meaning of love.
i really ought to curse and swear at my past!
and thank God for forgiving my sins and bringing me a new chance to lead a halcyon life.
once again.

thanks for being here.. with me. <33

2006-10-23T00:20:00.000+08:00

I LOVE BEN N JERRY'S.. YOU'RE THE BEST! <33
YOU MADE LIFE ALL WELL FOR ME AGAIN.
YOU BROUGHT ME HOPE, HAPPINESS AND EVERYTHING I CAN WISH FOR..

I FEEL LIKE I'M IN SOME KINDA FAIRYTALE..
(=

2006-10-17T00:47:00.000+08:00

i'm a brand new me.
no more emo.
no more emo.
no more emo.
leading a happy, carefree life.
YAYNESS. ((=

i've found a job. my first ever job. i was supposed to just accompany my cousin to check out this advertising and marketing company. and in the end, i sign up a form as well. got interviewed right away. so all's well.. we both got selected.. like hello!!!! YVETTE'S KNOWN TO BE BIMBOTIC. and yet she passed an interview successfully.. YAYNESS!!! what an achievement.. haha!!!

so.. my holidays are so tightly scheduled. job. FLOORBALL. dance. and i mean.. lots of FLOORBALL. but i've the PASSION.. haha. so no complains.. (= talking bout floorball.. i kinda miss the seniors. mich.. lisa.. candice.. jolene.. etc. i hardly see them arnd. and if i do.. they are either busy mugging or preparing to make their way home. the thought of not promoting scares me.. but the thought of promoting and facing the greatest challenge A'LEVELS scares me even more.. i can hardly cope now already. what more am i expected of in JC2. there goes my life. honestly. THAT'S IT! hahaha. i hereby wish all the seniors the bestest and bestest of luck for their upcoming cambridge monsterrrr... love!

so.. open house was a failure. everything went smoothly.. at least on our part. but the human traffic screwed up! hahaha! there was hardly any crowd! so embarrassing.. my goodness. it seemed more like an in-house 'fun-fair'.. damn dumb! but still.. open house committee.. it'd been tough on you all! and don't bother bout nasty comments you all have heard. like the one from fat *a*a or is it *a**a* hahaha! go figure. whatever.
oh! and i saw my beloved dahlings!!!! gerry and apple! they came to visit mj.. but the bottom line was to visit me.. me, Me and ME!!! heheeeeeeex! love them.. i was thrilled to see them aftr a long long long long time.. got my belated birthday present. and that made my moody day happy! hahaha.

shoutouts:
GERRY: YOU'VE TURNED MORE FEMININE.. YAYNESS!!! SAY THANKS TO ME!
APPLE: GROWN MORE MATURED LOOKING.. CONGRATS!!
TO BOTH OF YOU: PLS DO WELL FOR O'LEVELS, COS YOU BOTH ARE CAPABLE!!! LOVE LOVE LOVE AND STILL LOTS OF LOVE!

promos.. sigh sigh sigh. i dunno what to say. haven failed any yet. but all are marginal passes. i just hope to promote!!! God Bless me.. and my friends.
shoutouts:
LIHONG: YOU'LL PROMOTE!
LOUIE: PLS DO PROMOTE!
LIONEL: HOPEFULLY YOU CAN PROMOTE!
AFIQ: I WANT YOU TO PROMOTE!
SYIDAH: YOU SURE CAN PROMOTE!
TO ALL: LET'S ALL PROMOTE!
ahaha. i sound retarded.
oh right.
ZAC: YOU DID WELL. EXCEPT FOR GP. LET'S HOPE FOR THE PROMOTION! (=
KEN: TK CARE! (=

i'll make good of my new life. this is a promise to you. YVETTE YEO!
YAYNESS!!!! (((((=

2006-09-29T12:59:00.000+08:00

i hate you loads.
i really do.
i'm just a tool.
i'm just a fool.
call me crazy.
call me blind.
call me smart to finally read your mind.
finally? not really.

get lost. be happy.

2006-09-08T16:43:00.000+08:00

studying with you is simply a pleasure...

every moment there with you, i'll cherish...

and bury these memories in the lonely corners of my broken heart.

i heart you loads.

xoxo.

2006-09-01T14:16:00.000+08:00

it was a wonderful wonderful day for me yesterday!
Be Yourself Day..
Teachers' Day..
Meet-up-with-Jenn-Jacq-and-Yuyan Day!!

aiight. so, our class theme for Be Yourself Day is Austin Powers!!
i'm so so glad at how the entire class look so united. it was simply impressive! the guys looked marvellously hawwwwwt, while the girls looked amazingly gorgeous! don't believe me!? check this out! what a spontaneous class, don't you think so?!

YEAH
BABY
YEAH!!!!

this photo was taken in the midst of the concert.. the boring boring concert. with super loads of bad singers. but these 2 girls called Amalina and Chermaine or smth sang really well. ((=

and oh!!! Brinda hearts me!

and another picture of Lessy, me and Brinda.. Lincoln commented that Lessy looks really hot! well. she is! she's a sailor aiight!

and there's my Bud and I in the toilet before the celebration started. she's a cute lil' girl. who will ever think she's J1 this year?! she looks primary 1 for gawd's sake! lol.

so anyway... i went back to Anderson after the celebration. i felt so flustered upon seeing so many familiar faces once again. the nostalgic feeling strained my eyes, blocked my nose, flooded my ears.. but then, after a while, i felt so belonged. i had so many beautiful memories back in that place. that's where i grew. found some kinda identity for myself. ((= and not forgetting to mention. some ppl changed so.. so much! haha. i actually a bear-faced friend of mine turning into a lion with thick mane! lol. JJYY-Jenn, Jacq, Yuyan, Yvette.. stayed for awhile and left for town! OUR PLACE! lol. we decided on the movie 'CLICK'. it was a real good movie.. much better than the last movie i watched. 'LADY IN THE WATER'.. i cried. the only one who did, as usual. JJY are just cold-blooded animals honestly. haha. but i still love them! more than ever! i'm missing them already.

so we saw this bill board for frostbite. and Yuyan loves such crappy freaky movies. we each took pics with it. but i only have mine. haha. look at those demonic eyes. still, i think the emoticon that Lionel has, which has no eyes looks freakier. haha!

i personally feel this billboard was cuter. and nicer. and more US. that was more of yuyan and left of us. lol.

aiight. to end off, here's one last pic of JJYY. i love you girls. loads and loads. we shall hang out so so soon after our promos. may we all do so so well.. cos' we're capable. yupp! anyway, who ever said my skirt was short?! look at theirs. lol.

<33 peace out people..

2006-08-11T11:17:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 41ST BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!

well, that's a photo of Meridian teachers dancing for us.. haha! they are absolutely adorable and amusing, they got the entire hall cheering and laughing like mad.. at least, they entertained. this XXX band who played that day was awful. it was more of the lead singer who spoilt everything. he cant sing. oh my goodness.. he can't sing for nuts.. Abel, Hanqi and Gordon were saying that they can sing much better than him. ofcourse they can! no doubts bout that!

aiight, time for pictuwerrrrrsss!! a picture speaks a thousand warts.. haha. *words*

NOW NOW... PRESENTING THE MAX-MERIDIAN CLASS!!

aiight.. yvette shall stop here and continue the next time.. uploading these photos are taking up too much of my precious studying time.. hahaha. HONESTLY!! tk care people.

it's time for me to let go. to give myself some space of my own. to be my true self again. a girl who is cheerful and not bounded by your shadows. i want YVETTE back.. (: sigh. but how did i get myself into an even more complicating situation now? i need my sanity. i can't do this. it's morally wrong. it makes me feel like a total bitch. sigh. ):

2006-08-05T23:13:00.000+08:00

*champagne welcomes all to yvette's entry of the week...
i stayed over at Hotel-Intecontinental a week ago.. with my family. it was such a luxury. i simply enjoyed it so much. and yes. just within the hotel room. guess where's my favourite hang out? haha! the toilet!! man.. the gawd-damn toilet! it was gawd-damn nice for a gawd-damn one back in my falling-apart-house. *people who had visited my place would know what i mean exactly* lol.

i once again got to indulge in my divine addiction..

STRAWBERRY STRUDEL!! <333

come on!! agree with me.. it's the sweetest thing.. doubt it?

let me show you my bliss and delight in devouring it.. nothing else mattered at those moments.

(((((((=/<333333

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIHONG!!!

this photo was taken approximately 3 weeks ago. she's forever and ever and ever and ever..... camera-shy and i just CANT STAND IT!!! haha. for pissing me off with camera-shyness.. here comes embarrassing photos of touched-to-tears Lihong.. *evil grins*

tears of joy, happiness.. ALL WORTH IT. don't you think?? (((=

aiight.. that's it for the night.

I MISS LOUISA TAN HUI SHAN! GETCHA ASS BACK HERE THIS INSTANT!! lol. with presentssssssss..

I MISS CHUA YUYAN, JACQ TEN, JENNY FEMININE N LI ANQI!!! i so wanna see you guys soon..

anyway, LI ANQI.. you're so mean! i wished you happy birthday and yet you didn't reply me.. what's that!? hur hur.. c)X

*champagne bids all goodnight..

2006-07-24T21:33:00.000+08:00

i love my cousins!!! you guys are the sweetest things..
on saturday, on tradition, we went on a cousin's outing just to celebrate my birthday... though no presents were received, but their love and care and company is enough to melt my heart.. haha!!! just to cut it short.. towards the end of the night, we went to suntec's fountain of wealth.. so u all can guess what exactly happened. both my female cousins were so friggin' sweet, they each dismissed themselves with stupid excuses like they need the washroom and all, just to make a dedication, two to be specific, for me!!! it goes: prettiest, bimbotic cousin... *blah blah blah* haha! mann.. love was in the air.. the DJ played love songs which happened to be songs i love.. i became so emo all the sudden.. haha. i couldn't help it but pulled the 2 girlies into a huge hug and thank them for everything.. WHAT WOULD I DO WITHOUT THEM..

i love my friends back in Anderson...
i love my new friends in Meridian...
my classmates bought me, Jung Chao and Hong Zhou a birthday cake, not each.. but yeah.. still, i was touched! haha.. i got a necklace and a pair of earrings from the class.. thanks peeps!! haha. thanks for tolerating my nonsense and crap today just because i was the birthday girl!!! u guys rock! haha...
but guess who's the sweetest today!?!?!??!
MY BELOVED FLOORBALL COMMITTEE...
-louisa
-michelle
-waiyin
-afiq (yes my idol!!!)
-lionel
they bought me a huge strawberry pillow and an autograph book which they wrote messages for me!! ahhh!!! and i thought they din bother to buy me presents! haha.. i was wrong!!! they are the LOVELIEST!!! haha.
still!!! there is this other 3 friends of mine who got me a pair of heels i wanted for so long... hahah!!! thanks jung chao, lihong and elaine!!! ((= muacks muacks muacks...

noww, to my wonderful friends back from Anderson.. i miss you girls.. erm guys?? thanks for the wishes.. haha. maybe i do miss u guys too. lol. but girlies of mine!!! i really really miss all of you.. to a huge extent, large extent, @#$%^&*(*&^%$# big extent!!!
which includes:
<3>
<3>
<3>
<3>
<3>
<3>
<3>
<3>
i really hope to see you all soon!!! an all girls' day out, sleepover.. WHATEVER!!! lol.

to the rest who wished me happy birthday... here's a short tribute. you guys made my day happier, sweeter, lovelier, more memorable.. i would like to thank all of you for your gorgeous greetings...
.syidah
.gordon toh
.kenneth toh
.willie
.leon
.lionel(my senior, not you lionel fb)
.crystal
.aining
.siauling
.bowen
.desmond kho
.ken(from meridian bball. captain)
.jiahao(ex-4/6)
.shawnn
.fong yung
.shaikh
.cedric
.randall
.hanchi
.yaoyong
.holy
.daryl(from VS)
.david
.angela
.geraldine
.kiatyun
.someone with the no. 90041322, who still doesnt wanna tell me who he/she is
.clarence
.royston
.abel-turkey
.abel from 6M MBS
.carissa
.rebecca
.eunice
.tabitha
.fatin
.zuhilmi
.paul
.marcus
.yuan xin
.qiling
.charmaine
.brinda
.wei siong
.lesi
.weide
.hidayat
.candice
.and most wonderful of all... ZACHARY LUKE LEE!! thanks for sending me the nicest birthday message of these 3 years!!! lol.

aiight.. my birthday is coming to an end in 2 more hours... HAPPY BIRTHDAY YVETTE!!! I LOVE YOU FOREVER!!! haha... thanks again to everyone!!! <33

**peace out**

2006-07-21T23:19:00.000+08:00

Yvette Yeo --

[adjective]:

Sexually stunning

'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com

haha!! i love this translation..

boost my ego! go away afiq and lionel if you guys are gonna tamper with my ego and stamp me flat in the face again!! lol. but AFIQ is still my idol...

2006-07-21T16:28:00.000+08:00

*pardon me, but i need some colour in my life*

i'm suffering from sleep deprivation these days.. continue this way and i might just be one of the 7% of teens who contracts Circadian Rhythm Sleep Disorders, caused by prolonged periods of sleep deprivation and frequent sleep irregularities. and not forgetting to mention that i did really poorly for my mid-years, one of the dreaded exams! attaining a gawd-darn freakin' bad S-U-U-U.. how much worse can this get!?!? i really wanna do well, seeing the rest of my peers surpassing me just brings me down. and thou the a'divs (THE GIRLS GOT 2ND BY THE WAY!!! ((=) are over, i don't exactly have much time to dedicate fully to my studies. i'm being tied down by the seems-like-never-ending events and actvities which require the floorball comm. to draw up proposals after proposals. sigh. still.. who ever said being a leader was easy!? i got the sacredly detestable orange form which says (MTPS, go figure..) for tomorrow! i hope the teachers will say pleasant stuffs about me.. oh SANTA!!! i've been a good girl, haven't i??? please tell my teachers and my mum..

on a brighter note. My birthday's in 2 days!!! c'mon my sweeties, dearies, sugarhoneysexybabes out there.. presents help make one's day!! *grins*

oh man.. chem and econs tests on Monday too... but it's okay! A BIRTHDAY GIRL IS A LUCKY GIRL!!! right??

2006-07-07T22:05:00.000+08:00

it's so though both of us are now invisible to you all. we got on prettaye well. n we always though u guys were people we could depend on. but now, we finally realised how excluded we are in your worlds. i thought i'll never experience something like that anymore. i thought it should be dead over since i have someone off my mind now. but i was wrong. so darn wrong. it isn't the first time. neither is it the second. things wasn't this way in the beginning. we were one. but now we aren't. yes. i do care. i mean, who wouldn't? especially when it wasn't supposed to be this way? i'm so disappointed and definitely not just being overly sensitive, since i'm not the only one feeling this way..

i got an U(ungraded)
i got an S(sub-pass)
tell me the next is an A!!! please..........
yeah yeah. betcha it's another U..
but it'll come one day.. it will!!! i hope. ((=

i wanna start an Afiq fan club!!! haha. although he's prettaye mean to me sometimes.. but he can be nice too. haha. you're my idol, Afiq!!!

shoutout to my bestie in MJ..
we've each other forever. never put up with put downs!!! i love you.. <3

2006-06-30T23:16:00.000+08:00

SHE'S THE MAN!!!
I'M THE MAN!!

YOU'RE JUST NOT THE MAN..

2006-06-29T14:04:00.000+08:00

exams are finally finally over.. but i cant exactly get myself to feel happy bout it. partly bcossssss i know i'm so not gonna do well. and in fact flunk till the end. i mean, i'm relieved. but it's prettaye saddening knowing you're not gonna pass your exams.. oh wells. i'm gonna start constant revising.. i promise! dear God, pls help me!!

just some pics aftr yesterday's last paper...

so as you can see.. i'm basically taking photos with lessy.. haha. cause dahling lihong is just so reluctant to take photos with us.. she claims she is not photogenic. can someone slap her and ask her to move on with tt myth! lol.

okie.. so she decided to join in the fun! like duh!!! cam-whoring is fun.. n yikes!! she's got whiter teeth than me!

this is the aftr exams gleeful me and the one-more-paper-left yung and syazana.. haha!

so anyway.. lessy, lihong and i went towning.. what nicer place is there?! town is simple heaven to me!! haha. shopping. lunch at pepper lunch. sounds weird, but yeah.. trying on retro, princessy dresses are gawd-damn entertaining!!!

after that, the physics h1 people came to meet us geography h1 people and we went dining b4 catching JUST MY LUCK at THE CATHAY..

-I LOVE GORGEOUS LINDSAY LOHAN!!!

we went Cafe Cartel for supper aftr that.. for the half-priced cake. satisfied my craving for cheesecake and went home. but ofcourse i made sure i took some pics. but i can only display one miserable BLURRED one cos the rest are pathetically 'blurrer'. ugh. i guess u just cant depend on guys to take photos. especially waiters.. mann.. got 2 to take for us. and both are simply horrible. haha! if there are any guys in this world who can take photos!! they are photographers. THANK GOD! so here it is.. ((=

anyway.. i have learnt something importantly recently. i mean, i know that.. but i finally got to experience the true meaning of it..

GO FIGURE!!! ((=

i love polka dotsssssssssss... c(=

2006-06-19T20:17:00.000+08:00

MY HAIR IS DEVASTATED!!!

SOMEONE PLS SAVE IT...

MY SKIN IS TURNING SCALY!!!

SOMEONE PLS SAVE IT...

MY RESULTS ARE GONNA SUFFER!!!

SOMEONE PLS SAVE THEM...

MY DEPRIVATION OF RETAIL THERAPY IS KILLING ME!!!

SOMEONE PLS DATE ME...

MY HEART IS TORN AGAIN!!!

SOMEONE PLS SAVE ME...

2006-05-26T23:10:00.000+08:00

i love LIHONG.. but at the same time i hate her. i hate her for her influence on me. and as you can infer.. negative influence!!! i spent like close to $150[$!%)] on shopping today.. like thanks loads. however, as a matter of fact. i enjoyed myself alot. and it finally satisfied my prolonged retail therapy craving. Lesi joined us after much persuasion. Prettaye pity that Brinda, Charm and Syid couldnt come along.. so.. i shall make my promise with Lihong clear here that we shall abstain from shopping till aftr the mid-years which is in july.. yepp!!! tts shall stand strong!!! whee... i love all my gfs. tts it for now..

why did i have to see you. why did you have to appear. gosh.. i still love you so much. the sight and thought of you hurt me. pls say you love me again.

2006-05-24T21:11:00.000+08:00

i'm so happy.. i've found yet another nice friend whom i can talk to freely. who shares the same ambition as me.. that is LOUISA!! i never thought we could open up to each other bout stuffs and i'm just so glad we did. i guess i'm just like always, a friend-oriented person. making new friendships just makes my day. especially patching one that almost turned sour. i've been chosen to play floorball in the A Divisions this year.. and i'm elated. i've been praying for that spot since the first 3 months and i got it!!! haha. however, it's really not easy. drills are more complicated and the seniors and teachers are expecting more from me. eeks! i jujst hope things wont screw up and that i'll be able to perform to my best. loads of thanks for Candice, Michelle and the rest who had been great in motivating, encouraging me and guiding me all the way.

mid-years are inching nearer and nearer.. but look at me!!! where am i now?! in front of the frigging computer! someone ought to knock me on the head, brainwash all my distractions and get me back on track. not to run tt 4km!!! hahah. but to study real hard. i have hardly any time to study during the hols as a matter of fact. i have leadership camp from 2-5 june and guess what?! on the 6th.. off i go.. up up to the sky to melbourne!!! n i'm sure to shop there. like duh!!! things there are cheap and nice. which girl will miss out a good chance like this?! haha. aiight. i'm just a shopping freako. speaking of shopping.. the GREAT SINGAPORE SALE is coming!!! this coming friday! man.. i'm so so looking forward. i'm eyeing on this really nice top from ebase. hopefully they'll be able to drop a 50% or something cos' it's really expensive. gosh.. that's it for shopping.

there's soccer finals between mj and vj tmr at jln besar.. hehe. i hope mj's gonna 'kiss' their asses.[pls change the double 'ss' to 'ck'] well. that's it for now. i wanna continue with my movie 'view from the top

2006-05-18T22:02:00.000+08:00

devouring my lovely strawberry strudel. let the feeling of love engulf me. let me feel touched and pampered again. cos' i really need them now.

disappointments hit me one after another. but i'm still grasping onto the hope that tomorrow will be a better day. thanks syidah, brinda, lihong and all the other friends who cheered me up in a way or another. your efforts are deeply appreciated and i thank God i have all of u around me. ((= love and peace to you all.

yvette`

2006-05-09T20:18:00.000+08:00

to all LC-ians who visits my blog. zac n i have really nothing going on. i was merely stupid n crazy to put his name everywhere. i'm sorry for the confusion. so pls dn get the wrong ideas. and make him feel embarrassed. thanks loads.

2006-05-09T19:12:00.000+08:00

Yvette, you're a Steady Supporter
Stand by your man — that's just something you naturally do. Once you've committed to a relationship, you are a constant companion who enjoys the comfort and stability that comes from being a couple. Not quick to judge, accuse, or think the worst, you have a lot of trust (in him and in yourself), and you rarely worry about where he is or who he's with.For you, mutual respect is of utmost importance. You are comfortable and confident in your own skin, making you a great pillar of strength in all your relationships. Whether he's striving to climb a mountain or land a promotion, you have his back. Best part is, you know he's got yours too.

i just did this test on tickle.com.. i think they're so right. zac.. i want u to know that i'll always be supporting you no matter what.

i love it when we talk 'bout our past memories

i love it when you tell me 'bout our future together.

i love it when you tell me you love me.

i love it when i get to love you.

2006-05-06T11:22:00.000+08:00

i dunno what i did to u exactly for u to hate me that much. all i know is we hardly crossed paths. i thought u were a pretty nice girl at first. until you started to give me attitude and gossip behind my back. i mean, fine. all girls gossip. but you were practically hurling aspersions at me, in front of your friends. your insinuations disgust me. i tried to patch things up, but u did not even give me the basic respect and look me in the face, if not in the eye. fortunately i have my clear-headed girlfriends beside me to stand by me, tell me i did no wrong and u simply being ridiculous. call me a bitch eh?? according to times-chambers dictionary.. a bitch-- a bad tempered, unpleasant and spiteful woman. i might have agreed with u years ago that i'm one. but now? no way! i've matured. i've learnt how to deal with matters calmly, not throwing my temper. i absolutely have no idea where u got the impression that i'm bad-tempered, unpleasant and spiteful. i dn need your inane and harmful comments. bcos' i know such a girl like u need not any attention from me. all i hope now is that we can stand out of each other's way and live our own lives. and ofcos' u stop your obnoxious idiocy. loads of thanks to my awesome mates who are there for me. encouraging me. perhaps one day, when u really get to know me better. all your nonsensical comments can come to an end.

it's was the longest short day of the week for me. school ended at 12.05pm and i hanged out with mich till late. we went to study in macs @ the airport.. made new discoveries. ate 20 pieces of nuggests and girl-talked! oh.. did i say 20 nuggets? make that 22. obviously the kitchen woman cant count. or maybe she's simply kind to us, but not to our tummies. mich and i were in a dilemm, whether to go on a nugget feast. we thought it was simply insane n impossible to finish them. but hey! snap back to the truth! we did 22!! haha. not just that, i just happeb to have a fetish for fries and green tea yesterday. i ordered large for both. man. layers of tyres were appearing round my tummy. ugh. but still, the meal was satifying. we studied till bout 8.30pm and couldnt take it any longer. we needed a break! so she decided to come to my house to chill and watch a movie still i just borrowed a VCD from the sch library.. 'HOW TO LOSE A GUY IN 10 DAYS' it was hilarious, at some parts.. there were some parts which were simply sweet. man. i enjoyed that show. even my mum did. oh yes, she watched with us. Kate Hudson was gorgeous. i never really noticed her in Hollywood, to realise how pretty she actually is. glamourette really.. ((= so yeah. soon at around 11+, she left for home. ahh.. n there i was.. all shagged. waiting for my sweet dreams to engulf me.. bring me to lala land.

shoutouts to zac: i do hope your arm's feeling better. i do hope school life is getting better for u. i do hope u can overcome all odds and win those matches. i do hope u know that i'm always supporting u no matter what. i do hope u know that i love u.

shoutouts to lihong: my dahling girl.. thanks for always being the one i share silly craps n serious problems with. and thanks for being the one for nvr fails to remind me to shop. friends forever.

shoutouts to elizabeth: my female soulmate. u're such an awesome friend whom i can share all my thoughts with. hope u'll be able to get into the house committee which i think there's no problem at all. continue rocking on. friends forever.

i love my gang of the gangs.. c(=